the_quekie_show

2007-08-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

somedays i wonder y i bother....sigh

2007-07-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!....its amazin lah..haha...the action sence were well different i just love this film lah...the bots were funnie in a lame kinda way...n that girl wads her name?
megan fox is HOT!!..like DAMN!!!.but yeah ne one but me notice that the the only black autobot was killed? and the "white" ones lived??..haha...

2007-07-22T07:08:00.001-07:00

sometimes in life u have to chose between wads rite and wad u want....and it pisses me off that most of the time i chose wads right...haha

was/is it worth it??

2007-07-17T18:36:00.001-07:00

FUCK YEAH!!!

ENVY

2007-07-14T03:56:00.000-07:00

1.
a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, success, possessions, etc.
2.
an object of envious feeling: Her intelligence made her the envy of her classmates.
3.
Obsolete. ill will. –verb (used with object)
4.
to regard with envy; be envious of: He envies her the position she has achieved in her profession. –verb (used without object)
5.
Obsolete. to be affected with envy.

2007-07-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

somedays i just wonder wad the fuck am i doin?? n today is one of em

ne wayz back from crete...was uber good..never drank so much...never been drunk so much...all in all a good trip...friends, sun, sand, and hahah hot women in as little clothes as possible...hell yeah

2007-07-09T12:02:00.000-07:00

sometimes u cant help but worry...sigh.....hope all is fine...

2007-07-06T14:12:00.001-07:00

sigh....am in crete now...just puked up due to a drinkin game...hbahaha....oh well...friends off clubbin and im stuck in the hotel....man im fucked

2007-07-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

well i was told to update my blog wit a nice long post..so here is me obliging

well wad to say? first off skools out no more skool ever..which i find really werid i mean i've be goin to skool since kindergraden and since then its been part of my life...technically its been my life...haha...studyin, trying to acheive those As all cos parents say so, everything i did was for skool..which thinkin back on it kinda sucks..haha...such a loser...but cant remeber much of my kindergraden days...some bits from PPH...then it was off to pri skool in lodnon..where must say i looked bare fob-ish (fob-fresh of the boat) wit my hair cut and glasses...didnt really changed my look till sec skool....haha and like all ppl in sec school my looked changed a few times due to popular cutlure at that time...such as a staker phase...then..a dark phase wit lots of black..and staker shoes..haha then came the "gangsta" phase...wit the nike air ones...haha and now i think i have settle down to my own style...but yeah back to skool....really am goin to miss it...consider i have been doin it for 16 years odd...which is like nearly my life..haha...so yeah thats a big chapter closed in my life..

skools been fun...ppl i grew up wit...memories i made...haha the CCF and judo will always be remebered...the stuff we did the memories...ccf was a pretty good time...meet ppl i wudnt have normally talked to made friends wit said ppl...lots of memories...from the rain to pranks..haha...

but now a new chapter has started one called NS....wud be lying if i said i wasnt excited...haha...in some ways kinda been lookin forward to it...but haha i noe i sud lower my expectations of it...but hey two yrs in singapore wit no studyin its a welcome break...and it'll help me mature haha...yeah i think its bout time i matured....but thats a worry for me cos i think if i did mature i wud lose my childish humor...and well that childish humor makes me me...haha

hmm i think this sud be long enough....so wad do u think long enough for u??...u noe who u are

FREEDOM!!!!

2007-06-25T09:04:00.000-07:00

IM FREE MOTHEFUCKER FREE!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

but only free till the 13 sept :P

2007-06-18T11:51:00.000-07:00

well.....my worst day of exam is over...three days left one week to go...64 days till im home...alot can happen in 64 days no??...haha let hope they do......7 days to freedom and 87 days till i lose it agian haha...jokez.........well lets see wad is gn to happen in those 87 days...sud be interesting.

2007-06-14T10:10:00.000-07:00

somedays just past me by
somedays i wonder if i am lyin to myself
somedays i wonder will it ever go my way
somedays i just feel useless
somedays i just..........

fustrations

2007-06-12T13:11:00.000-07:00

hmm dont think just whack??....but wad if the chance to whack dont come up wad then?

i hate thinkin bout e furture.....but i cant seem to not think bout it

2007-06-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

exam exam go away
come again an other day
on second thoughts y dont u just fuck off??

man i hate exams

2007-05-26T00:05:00.000-07:00

sup?
get over it...ait mate?

2007-05-23T13:40:00.001-07:00

the ref was a fuckin wanker.........and AC are a bunch of lucky faggots.........fuck u ref...

the levellers - another man's cause?

2007-05-15T11:09:00.000-07:00

Gunshots shatter the peace of night
it's just another fire fight
for the people of this little town
but for the dying soldier
well, he's feeling ten years older
as he's lying face down on the ground
all the words that are in his head are all the words his mother said
as she would put him to bed back home

CHORUS:
your daddy, well he died in the falklands fighting for another man's cause
and your brother he was killed in the last war
now your mother's, well she's lying home alone

Every day she sees your face on the picture on the fireplace
with your brother as he was leaving school then a day came five years ago
you said "mother, i need to know"
and you spoke the words your brother spoke before
"I've seen the things my daddy's doneand I've seen the medals that he's won
and i know this is what he would have wanted-for me" but

CHORUS

Now she wonders at it all
Just in his name did he break, your heroes fall
And how many more are gonna answer the call
Theyre gonna fight, fight and die in another countrys war
Theyre gonna die for religion, they didnt believe in at all
Theyre gonna die in a place, they should never been at all
Oh, never been at all Cos

CHORUS

this song got me thinkin if we did enter a war.....will me and my bro both have to fight??...and if not which one of us will have to??.......plz let it be me

2007-05-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

four weeks left....sigh...8 till its over and alot more till him home..and my arse will belong to the government...joy...think its safe to say the boat has sailed....but maybe it will come back..one day..but will i stillbe waitin for it?
this sucks

a picture say a 1000 words

2007-05-11T06:46:00.000-07:00

the toors of Dartmoor...hell on earth

2007-05-10T13:58:00.000-07:00

cant life go my way just this once?

2007-05-10T10:48:00.001-07:00

oh fuck oh shit oh no......hahaha.......crap

2007-05-02T10:11:00.000-07:00

tick tock tick tock......times runnin out........sigh
sometimes i dont even noe y i bother

2007-05-01T14:26:00.000-07:00

hahaha liverpool won on pentalies again....we're goin to athenes

every get the feelin u dont measure up?

on an other note.....a chance no matter how small is still a chance no?...but is it worth waitin for??......i guess it is......hahaha....well i'll see how it goes....

a choice to make

2007-04-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

sud i or sudnt i?
move on

guess i'll wait and see......

2007-04-27T13:31:00.000-07:00

cam on my face, mud on my boots, rifle in my hand....gun fire as back grd music......thats when im feel most alive n the most dead......man....studyin sucks.....i wanna be free

2007-04-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

hmmm ok one less thing to worry bout enlistment date is on the 13th of sept......haha that leaves me wit three and a half week break.......so now have only two things to worry bout joy

2007-04-24T13:40:00.000-07:00

7 weeks oh shit oh fuck

2007-04-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

i really want to say that i dont give a fuck ne more.....but then tt wud be lying

2007-04-11T14:45:00.000-07:00

ait ppl me off to camp 8 days...goin to let off some steam...and well...yeha get pissed every now and again....=D...tkae care l8rs

i will miss u

excuse my french

2007-04-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

FUCK IT!

you and your analogies.

2007-04-06T21:28:00.000-07:00

No, it hasn't set off because it wasn't there in the first place. Ours, isn't just a ship. Maybe you can think of it as a luxury liner that is being built. and if all goes well, it'll set off in a couple of years time. Otherwise, if it isn't build well, it would never sail.

2007-04-05T10:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder has that ship sailed?.......i hope not....fuck it i have more important shit to worry bout......but still my mind comes back to this issue

what does ur pig say bout u?

2007-04-03T13:30:00.000-07:00

Your choice of background shows that you are warm, loving and generous but can sometimes be possessive and manipulative.

The direction your pig is facing indicates you being direct and straightforward, you will not avoid confrontation when hard decisions are needed. You will play devil's advocate to ensure that all possible avenues have been explored.

The amount of detail in your pig means you are analytical, cautious and sometimes suspicious.

Because your pig has four legs, some may say you are stuck in your ways but actually this reflects your strong beliefs and your stubbornness in defending them.
The larger the pig's ears, the better listener you are.

The longer your pig's tail, the better your sex life – need we say more!

http://ecard.iclp.com.hk/chinesenewyear2007/inf/index.cfm?action=ICLPEcard07.startGame&s_displaylang=en

2007-04-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

parts of my body that still ache

2007-03-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

right sholder blade
left sholder blade
left side of my neck
my entire lower back
left sholder
left tricep
left bicep
left fore arm
left palm
left calf
right shin

hahaha im achin all over!!!

judo!!!

2007-03-28T11:29:00.000-07:00

well had wad is prob my last judo trainnin like last every till uni...hahah...it was great it was a gradin so had three fights =D...won one lost one and drew one....i sud have won the last one but didnt want to break that poor guys arm =P....sigh its been a long since i felt like this....like my body is refusin to do wad i want it to...like its really sluggish...hahaha thats when u noe u had a good work out....so heres some pics =D

sensei steve!!!
senei chirs
my hoe (henry ho) and me thats the fighting spirit
cls judo kai! whos the best!!!...we the best!

2007-03-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

Lord grant me the strenght to crush my oppentents, the stamina to keep fight and the aglity to move.

judo gradin tomrz

2007-03-25T13:48:00.000-07:00

its been two months....

2007-03-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

sigh i really dont like where ym life is at the moment....its just plain stagant....same routine over and over again...wake up skool...home...study...repeat...just really tried of it....and to make matter worse u cud say im a bit home sick...missin ppl...etc...so u cud say my friendships are also stagant...cant really do much when ur thousand of miles away....n e only way to talk is via msn...then that time is also limited.....i just wish aug wud come sooner...that way i will at lesat have a new experience in my life....something other then studies....sigh...days are gloomier and colder....they get colder and gloomier when i dont get to talk to u

2007-03-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

its cold gloomy and wet.........i want my sunshine....where is the sun?....oh i remeber now...gone
its amazin how one person can affect ur mood so much

who says racism is dead?

2007-03-22T12:56:00.000-07:00

hahah this is wad we get up to in chem class.....printin our names on our lab coats...and in some case a nice racially motivated comment =D

2007-03-19T12:59:00.001-07:00

sigh 12 weeks.........

some one save me from this hell

2007-03-17T11:41:00.001-07:00

fuck lah cant seem to study......ROAR!!!!..........

2007-03-16T12:29:00.001-07:00

haha its amazin how one sms can change ur mood completely dont u think so?

this is a rant *warning foul lang

2007-03-16T11:02:00.000-07:00

ok im in a bad mood and im goin to just rant on about exams so be warned this might be abit valgur...if u cant deal wit that then kindly fuck off....not in the best of moods..

i hate fuckin exams, n i hate were i am in my life at the mo...i hate fuckin imperial for givin me a 3A offer cunts...but im also thankful. i just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........i wanna fuckin scream.....life is gettin me down...some times i just wonder y i am alive?...yeah i noe everyone one goes thru it...but still i have the rite to rant n i will....makes me feel better...if not i'll just end up punchin e wall...im just sooooooo fuckin tired of skool and studyin....i noe i have two more months left...but still its fucked up....exams and the fuckin thing is that mostof my skool mates are like fuckin smart...and as a result complain when they get a low A....a low fuckin A....just be happy u motherfucker!!!....so wad u got a low A?...i got a bloody B...B...and sometimes haha i feel so stupid.....the A lvls here are dumbed down quite a bit compared to singapore..wudnt like to think how well i wud do if i was studyin in singapore...hah ai might be in a poly....sigh...poly life wud be a better one...haha more fun....i need a drink yet i said i wont drink till ncc camp and then no drinks till after exams...which is the 25th june...sigh they are soooo fuckin close....n i only have 9 exams compared to the 13 and 11 i ahd last yr and this jan....n i nervous cos i dont sure whether i can get the grades....i mean i wanna go imp cos i am hopin to work outside e uk and like imp wud grantee me a job ne where.....RO-fuckin-AR....haha...then theres the fuckin wait for e reuslt to come out...which prob wont be as bad as things are now cos i prob have a job to take my mine off shit...AHHHHHHH.....fuck it lah...damn pissed at the mo.....y no idea just fed up wit this shit....sigh if i were to die tomrsz i prob wont care...haha for the fact that im dead....but no lah...thinkin bout how sad my family and friends wud be and haha how wud be...i think i wudnt want that...ne way death is the pussy's way out...just cos they cant hack it in life..haha...n no one who wants to kill themselve wud talk bout it...so u sud be worried when i stop talkin bout it..but i wud give ne thing to get out of this sit....like if war was delcare and i had o go back home i wudnt mind wud rather be stuck in a jungle fightin for my life then waitin for exams....but haha in a way this is kinda like fightin for my life...well my furture...sigh...when i will i be happy?...so many things keepin me down...just wish that things wud go my way jsut once...just once....ARRRGGGGHHHHHHH.....furstartion...sigh..

on the bright i am glad for the friend/s i have who will help me thru this time....=D...so yeah....hopefully i wont lose it..u keep me sane..sigh miss u...
but do u miss me?

2007-03-16T10:27:00.001-07:00

i think i rely on the net way to fuckin much

2007-03-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

not bad test some bits are true others are just plain odd :S

sel took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable ..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

physics is fun

2007-03-13T13:20:00.000-07:00

haha this is wad we do durin physics...thats y phyiscs is fun!

this songs reminds me of me

2007-03-12T13:28:00.001-07:00

Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about a science book
Don't know much about the French I took

But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you love me too
What a wonderful world this would be

Don't know much about geography
Don't know much trigonometry
Don't know much about algebra
Don't know what a slide rule is for.

But I do know that one and one is two,
And if this one could be with you,
What a wonderful world this would be.

Now i don't claim to be an "A" student,
But I'm trying to be.
So maybe by being an "A" student baby
I can win your love for me.

Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about a science book
Don't know much about the French I took.

But I do know that I love you,
And I know that if you love me too,
What a wonderful world this would be.

Latatatatatatahuwaah (history)
Oehwoewoe (biology)
Latatatatatatahuwaah (science book)
Oehwoewoe (French I took)

But I do know that I love you,
And I know that if you love me too,
What a wonderful world this would be.

2007-03-10T09:38:00.000-08:00

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

2007-03-09T07:52:00.000-08:00

FUCK LAH 3 A offer from bloody imp...sigh...well time to work even harder...if not end up in ucl..where have like no proper pliot plant...sigh

2007-03-07T10:41:00.000-08:00

hmm just saw one o my friends nick and its was about war....and truth be told i wont mind a new world war breakin out now if only if it was non nuclear....i mean it wud save me from my exams...and i wont have that many worries in my life apart from stayin alive...n keepin my men alive....but war aint likey to break out ne time soon...and exam are drawin near...and i got a feelin i need some way to release my fustration if not im goin to have a mental break down.....which is y i decided to go on my annual ncc camp this time its in devon....some where south i think...8 days of ventin my fustration on cadets and just boozin it up wit my friends at nite...although i doutb will have that much time to drink as well...cos there will be a few feild camps as always and its not advice to go on field camps wit a hang over hahaha....its been done..but it aint nice...sigh......last hurdle before 2 yrs of "freedom"....well hope everything goes to plan.....grrrrr fuck this shit...the shit that is exams

2007-03-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

i hate homework
i hate skool
i hate coursework
i hate exams
i hate exams

n im kickin myself for missed oppoturinties.....some times i just want it to end....just end

2007-03-06T11:23:00.000-08:00

Im Sorry!!!! =(

2007-03-04T10:18:00.001-08:00

blank 0_0

i wud give u the world ifu ask for it

2007-03-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

sometimes i cant help but wonder....

2007-02-28T08:42:00.000-08:00

eee she is gone just went off to airport wont see her till aug...sigh...well it was fun seeing her again talkin to her etc...=D...cant wait to see u again...:( london has jsut gotten a whole lot lonelier and gloomier wit out u

if i had only one dance wit u i wud chose a never endin song

2007-02-26T12:33:00.000-08:00

sigh story of my life...always leavin my friends and love ones....but this time its the other way round..her time in london is up...we had fun...its was good seein her again...talkin etc...pity it had to end...but thats life...am goin to miss her but will she miss me?

guess only time will tell
its werid i still like her

2007-02-23T12:36:00.000-08:00

I SAW THE QUEEN TODAY!!....HRH QUEEN LIZ II
am really happy bout that =)...i mean i have been here 12 yrs and only seen her once....she was in her car driving some where...haha...

oh and a boilin tube exploded near my head today in chem...yeah...my friend was heatin somethign up and it reacted quite fast..so gas was produced very fast...and well it went bang and i was like OH SHIT...haha

2007-02-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

brap brap....back online bitch!!!....so yeah had my interview at imperial and ucl so heard from all the unis now...just waiting to see if i gettin offer from imp and ucl....then its just the small matter of gettin the grades....hahaha...sucks lah...

2007-02-18T06:23:00.000-08:00

seek first the Lord and the rest shall follow...i guess this whole mess was a big ass wake up call...have kinda been neglectin Him lately...so i guess this was he's way of sayin wake up...haha.
u noe wad they say our God is a loving, caring and merciful God, but he is also a jealous one..hehe..so yeah guess i sud put Him first from now on and the rest wud just fall in place...but again its easier said then done...hahah

if it is meant to be it will happen...haha although i like to think we have a say in it but...c'est la vie....que sera sera mes amies..

2007-02-17T06:18:00.000-08:00

sigh...i think my grandma death has really affected me more then i thought....i have no appetite ne more... feel like throwing up all the time..dont have the will to do ne thing...and am generally just tired of life...
is it wrong to want it to fail?
so much shit has happened in so short a time its overwhelming...some times i just wished i wud die then all the problems will go away...the person i usually talk to about my problems...i cant really go to now cos well she plays a part in said problems..n i dont really expect her to talk to me that much now a days...so wud be odd talkin to her bout it....sigh....if the yr keeps goin the way it is i will prob fail my As and die in NS...joy...i think i sud pay a visit to my skool shrink...
i miss her
but maybe its a good think....i mean u dont really want to be tied down in army do u?....well depends on who the girl is haha....i mean army is just a big two yr bender (for those who dont noe wad a bender is its just a big drinkin spree)...and a cahnce to play the feild....but i dont noe.....
but she had her mind made up from the get go
how do u noe it wont work if u dont give it a chance?...but i guess its too late for that now isnt it?...or is it?...i dont noe wad the fuck im on...im just typing wad evercomes to my head first.... some nites i just pray to God to take me now... man my life is fucked....someone plz tell me it gets better...shit

i wud give everything i have to have things back to the way they were before 2007, who the fuck said 7 was a lucky number sud be shot.

here is a nice quote from an eminem rap its the openin lines frmo run rabbit run:
Some days I just wanna up and call it quits,
I feel like I’m surrounded by a wall of bricks,
Everytime I go to get up I just fall in piss,
My life’s like one great big ball of shit,

2007-02-16T03:13:00.000-08:00

sighimyhluckowitpe ladiesejustikeeptgettindbetteroandebetters....sigh...nwelltthatswlife...opplrjust wannakhave fun... but life goes on...haha to tell u the truth i sort of expectded this....this yr been really shitty from the get go so this doesnt really come as a surpirse to me...but bleah

i still like her

2007-02-15T09:20:00.000-08:00

life is cruel...its shows me happiness and takes it away...
the smile i wear is but a mask

if i were to die tomrz i wudnt care

2007-02-15T04:07:00.000-08:00

hmm...well my net is still down and its pissin me off cos i got this research project to do and i need the fuckin net...well just came back from CERN Geneva..was an ok trip...it was meant to be educational but it was just a holiday haha...well my life still seems shitty....good news is that i have an interview at imperal and Ucl next week...and a friend is comin over...but things seem diff now wit said friend....ever get the feelin u cant really be pissed wit life?...
sometimes it feels like u just dont care

2007-02-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

hmm well my comp is down so no net for me...so here i am in an internet cafe...life been ok...feels abit shitty to be away but wad to do thats my life...
tell me princess do i even have a chance?
skools been ok lots of shit to catch up not really in the best of moods since i've been back...got a feelin im wastin my time in some aspects of my life...

fuckit im depress...y?...haha dont really noe...sigh...fuck this shit

2007-02-05T07:44:00.001-08:00

i messed up im sorry....

2007-02-04T08:28:00.000-08:00

fustrated....

how soon is real soon?

2007-02-02T18:51:00.000-08:00

will catch up with you real soon.

cant wait :)t

2007-02-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

>.< nothing again!!!
are we drifting apart?

2007-01-31T07:49:00.000-08:00

hmmmmmmm......nothing!!!!hope ur mess gets sorted out soon

2007-01-28T08:34:00.000-08:00

just one of those days

2007-01-23T17:33:00.000-08:00

u will be missed..take care ah ma see u again one day...go in peace...

and so she said

2007-01-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

The computer died.

---

Dear God, pls make it work unless that's your way of making me* study better.

Thank you.

Amen.

2007-01-11T07:21:00.000-08:00

this vid is too jokes...u have to see it...the miming is pretty good

2007-01-07T12:40:00.000-08:00

the nights are the loneliest.......sigh

2007-01-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-06T03:01:00.000-08:00

bleah muggin my ass of...to be honest...im scared...really scared..but dont tell my mum that will freak her out more....sigh...the papers seem so easy how cud i do poorly last yr?...but poorly i mean Bs...ok thats my mum standards..its either As or nothing...sigh...compared to sgp's A lvl mine are piss easy..yet i manage to muck up...and if i muck up again...i only have on more chance...and thats in june..and the perssure will deadly.......bleah.....so i need to do well this time so i can take some pressure off........sigh pray for me

2007-01-02T18:53:00.000-08:00

well....its a new year wit the new year comes exams...studies and oh wait more exams...thefirst half of the year is really goin to suck.

well my new yr eve was a bit shit...ok it was very shit...my ahma go admitted to the hospital round 7-8 am...then spent the rest of the day there....was really scary seein my ahma like that...was really shaken up by it...but my new yr day was better

ah ma improved...and well i had a good day after visitin her...spent it shoppin wit a certain someone....yeah was good...then...the 2nd of jan was an other good day...studied a bit...when out for dinner at HV got tricked by my mum...was menat to be home by 1030 and at 1030 she called soundin all mad and stuff...so i natrually asume that she was at home...but it turned out she was still at the hospital...I GOT CHEATED!!!!...=(...haha..had to cut short my dinner...sigh...oh well

all in all a good trip cud have studied more cud...but oh well when in singapore im always on holiday mode...which this time round was a bad thing....back to england tomrz for some serious muggin...pray for me

and since ppl hav been puttin up list for wad they want to do this yr here is mine:
DO'S
1. study hard
2. pass exams
3.study hard again
4. get me As
5. get a place in uni (imperial God willing)
6. get fit
7. make more time for *ahem*
8. relax loads before NS

thats bout it...wll see u guys in aug..

2006-12-28T16:06:00.000-08:00

if i had a son, he'll be called Earth.
EarthQuek.

2006-12-05T12:28:00.000-08:00

BLEAH.....sigh 6 or so weeks till d day...hatin it....fuck exams

2006-12-03T11:15:00.000-08:00

i guess if u want something u got to stop being passive..
i sud stop being passive

2006-11-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

Layer ONE: On the outside
Name : Matthias Quek En Ming
Birth Date : 29101988
Current Status :....
Eye color : brown/black
Hair Color: black
Righty or Lefty : righty
Zodiac Sign : dragon/ that scorpion thingy

Layer TWO : On the inside
Your Heritage: Chinese 100%
Your Fears : haha I have no...=P...have lar but cant tell
Your Weaknesses : pretty girls?...joke joke...im just plain lazy
Your Perfect Pizza : hmmm...Hawaiian

Layer THREE : Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : y is it still so dark
Your Bedtime : errr 11 plus
Your most missed memory : how can u miss a memory?

Layer FOUR : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : pepsi...no wait coke..cos can mix wit whiskey =D
McDonald's or Burger King : BK, whopper
Adidas or Nike: NIKE!!!!.
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate.
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

Layer FIVE : Do you
Smoke : sort of does shisha count?
Curse : haha yes

Layer SIX : In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: last weekend
Gone to the mall: sort of
Been on stage: not really
Eaten sushi: yes
Dyed your hair: nope =(

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: maybe cant rememeber
Changed who you were to fit in: no

Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married : mid 20’s ish

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy.
Best eye colour: hmm brown?..
Best hair colour: doesn’t really matter
Short or long hair: depends on the person lar

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing.
1 minute ago : this thing
1 hour ago : golf
4.5 hours ago : sleepin
1 month ago : skool
1 year ago : skool

Layer ELEVEN : Finish The Sentence
I love: God, my family, friends
I feel: tired
I hate: exams, and the stupid british weather
I hide: u seek?
I miss: this person and friends
I need: to pass my exams

Layer TWELVE : Tag 5 people
nana, tianyi, cheryls, jess, hmm who else reads my blog =P oh and…my bro?

2006-11-23T11:09:00.000-08:00

hmm.....life is changin...for the better?...not to sure...sigh

should be for the better:)

2006-11-20T10:14:00.000-08:00

sigh just realise exams are real soon...and i really need to get stuck in .....sigh....y cant there be a wrold wit out exams

2006-11-15T08:27:00.000-08:00

well....wads interestin?....well spent my how mechaincs lesson, yes the whole 40 mins of it was spent talkin bout......SEX...yes thats rite sex....and stuff related to it....y sex?...well it cos im in a all male skool...and we are all 17-18 yr old males...so i gues its a typical subject?...haha...well not sure how it started....but someone said something...then it let...so sexual relationship between a teacher and pupil...haha...turns out if the teacher is female and the student is above the age of consent they normally turn a blind eye to it....BUt if the teacher is male and student female...that like a BIG nono...haha...which lead to the question wad if both were the same sex?..hmm?...well not to sure bout the answer.,...but thats just wrong.
this led us on to teachers and thier sexuality..turns out from my mech teacher...there are 6 gay staff members...yeah...think bout 2 are female...sigh....had a few racism jokes mixed into that lesson...and well it was a complete waste of time...haha....(mech teacher is male by the way and he is a joker)

after this i had my pure maths lesson....and the subject was carried on....but the teacher this time the teacher was female...and she didnt really answer ne of the question....haha....think some one asked her indirectly if she was a vrigin...which she blush to and like reufsed to answer...got all flustered...and it was quite funnie....they way she reacted....ahah.........well think it was an interestin subjec to talk bout....boyz and thier dirty mind.....hmm but sadly its a typical day in my skool....

2006-11-14T09:10:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....well accordin to the calander i have like 6 weeks till my exams?...and 6 weeks is short!!!.....grrr....wad to do?...have to go wit the flow and mug my ass off

hmmm got a ncc camp this thurs till sun....goin to be fun....got all the booze...and things sroted out...hahah someone isbound to get hurt this camp...its and engineerin course so think big logs....rope...and stupid kids...haha....this is goin to be entertainin...=P..yay me....get to see some funnie stuff this camp....well tahts all for now

2006-11-10T02:56:00.000-08:00

He Wishes for the Clothes of Heaven

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet;
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams

2006-11-09T12:34:00.000-08:00

sigh....i hate it when i dont noe wad i sud do?...im at a cross road no idea where to go?....sud i wait?...or sud i just go for it and make it work?....ahhh sigh...i want it to work...just imake my mind up soon....follow the heart or the mind

2006-11-06T12:04:00.000-08:00

two words

fuckin tired

2006-10-31T09:07:00.000-08:00

haha sorry its late but HAPPY B DAY JUSTIN!!!!

hmm well my bday when great....had lots of fun...had a great lunch and dinner...dinner was at "nobu"....this jap fusion place....was really nice....the sushi was nice and the beef teriyaki was soooo nice....the dessert was the best....choc suoffle wit green tea ice cream...yummy!!

well back in skool after my week off....still have yet to buy alcohol legally...but sud be buyin a week from now for nov camp..hahah.....sigh...now my chem teacher is out of action due to somethign to do wit her heart...but on the good side...my ref is gettin somewhere....i think...hope its done soon...been hearin ppl gettin interviews and offers....makin me really worried....but on the other hand i am applyin for defered entry...k gtg work now...sigh....

2006-10-29T01:42:00.000-08:00

happy birthday me!!! yay me
happy birthady juliana...yay her!!!!!
hahaha we're 18!!!!

2006-10-24T05:04:00.000-07:00

hmm yesterda went to my first funreal...was the funreal for my neighbour....a nice lovely some wad sturborn 91 yr old woman.......haha 91...she lived by herself at 91...how amazin is that...sigh....was an interesting funreal..considerin she was a greek orthordox...so the funeral was held in a greek orthordox church and surprise suprise it was in greek....so had no idea wad they were sayin....sigh...she will be missed

2006-10-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm well i have been told to blog..by XXXXXX....hah u noe who u are...so wad to blog bout
my day?
my week?

well.......7 weeks of skool have passed....like normal after the first week i felt dead tired....studies...is annoyin like always....can relly be troublesome some times....haha...but then i guess some things are worth the trouble....but not skool work...=P....during this 7 weeks i have come to realised some things....one....i have a shit pure maths teacher...so i really have to be on the ball if i want to get a good grade at the end of the yr....two....ucas sucks......stupid ucas form....oh and my form tutor is out sick...his knee op went bad.......so i dont have a reference....which sucks....cos my friends who applied early cos he applyin to oxbrigde....some have offers already..some have interviews...at the unis im applying to so i get the feelin the places are fillin up fsat....sigh....

haha its been 7 weeks since i left singapore......miss lots of things.....haha miss a certain someone the most...she now who she is.....all my friends seem to be stressin bout A's....and some stressin bout this promos....sigh....singapore is a stressful place to be a student....on the bright side....u do get a nice tan...oh and speakin of tan...mine aint faded yet...haha....my arms and legs are like two diff colours....=P....

hmmm my sports option for skool is fitness...which is good....my fitness is really improving....can do more chin up now.....can run longer....not sure if faster....but yeah....judo is also gettin more intense...think got a comp coming up.....so hope it doesnt happen on the same day of my ncc camp....but if it does...its quite good cos then i can go to my friends 18th haha.......hmm this is one of my longest post....k think i shall end here....got a week holiday next week...=D

to all sittin their As JIA YOU!!!...k

The Princess and the Pig

2006-10-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

2006-10-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

big rite??........compared to my watch?....hah its like 6 x 4 cm.ouch....

2006-10-18T12:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm aint blogged in time...so just thought i up date u on my life...well came back from the new recurits camp...last weekend...the cadets are tooo well behaved......when we say sleep they actually sleep...we can leav the huts wit out worry of them riotin..hahah...we have nver been ale to do that....its amazing....its like whao...but the down side is there are a few bad apple....and they are really slow....my platoon on that camp.......kept muckin up their marchin on a bearing...was quite funnie...haha.....but yeah.......thats mainly it camp was fun....drank durning te nites....had pizza after lights out that was good....watched x men three on that camp as well.......haha....it was a camp design to let the cadets get use to ncc life....came home with this massive brusie on my arm...will post the pic of it later.....k me gtg back to work...laters

2006-10-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

sigh body achin and have ncc camp tomrz....sigh.........hate it when that happens........so ne wayz......i found out the the internet is my biggest distraction........=P.oops

2006-10-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

sigh finally moved out of the house....the new plaec aint that bad....its quite small...the comp aint set up yet so i have to use the skool comp...and the resicrt wad u can do so i can actually see my tag board..haha....sigh.....well.....thats mainly all for now....no privacy in skool hehe...k gtg

2006-10-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

sigh movin out of my house so that ppl can come and renovate it...goin to get new carpets, paint job...some rooms are gettin redone and a new kitchen...........so goin to be gone from bout a month...sigh.which means limited internet access...no gaming..well on the birgth side it might make me study more......hahaha who am i kindin...it wont :P...sigh...been packin up all the stuff for the last few weeks.....cleared out lots of old stuff...threw some stuff away....the usual....now have to move the things to the new house..which is down the road....which aint that bad so the distance form the station to my house is shorter...got a ncc camp comin up in a weeks time...goin to be fun get to scare all the noobs....haha...